I’m losing my mind, trapped in a room, why the hell did I paint these walls white? I feel insane like I belong in a strait-jacket. I question my purpose. I wonder what’s the point of this life. I’ve never been religious but sometimes I’ll pray and I will never close my eyes. I want to feel, I want to be happy, I want to find a man with an old name just like me.
I need to explore the world, break free of these white-paint and splattered walls; get over how my dog is my best friend and he doesn’t even know what my name is.
Jonny,
Jonny,
Jonny, did you ever love me?
Jonny, help me figure it out.
I need your help. Help me, help myself.
Not that I’ve paid attention but you haven’t said it out loud, you never speak at all.
Jonny,
Jonny,
Jonny, do you see what you’re doing? What you’re making me think about? I’m going mad and you won’t help me.
Jonny,
Jonny,
Jonny, maybe you’ll never understand this or maybe it’s stuck in your head, that’s why you won’t respond. I hope it makes you cry,
The way that I did.
Jonny,
Jonny,
Jonny, did you ever love me? I wanted you to stay with me forever, but now you are starting to smell. I’m really regretting the white-paint it doesn’t pair well with red. That’s just like what you told me, “we dont work together, you’re crazy!” So I made you crazy. You’re welcome, I saved you, we can be together now. Now just speak to me this is why I kept your head, the only important part. Why won’t you answer me?
Why?
Why?
Why?
Why?
Why?
Jonny?
Snake Vessel 